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I'm in a search...yet i have no idea what I'm searching for....clueless....

Searching... Searching

yet I don't found it..

Of Course

Since i don't know What I'm searching for...

Wht is it...

What am i looking for...

What my heart is looking fOr...

Clueless.... blur...

Feel want to Cry?

yet no tears...no wet...

Laugh...why?

nothing to laugh for .....

Am I finding for myself...

or LovE

or Care...

or what is meaning of this life....

search still continues...

Lonely without U, my friend... come back...

In my book of memories,

I have tonne's of sweet lovely memories about u,

esp on all the lovely things u said to me,

now the memories stops.

Today i flip the pages,

saw the lovely memories,

the positive words you gave me,

and the bad words as well.

Now as I go along the lovely life,

With or without you,

Your words and memories will be with me,

Forever and ever.

A message for a freind who LOST!

For a frend that LOST,

This comes frm my heart...... after reading something that really disturb me a lot .....

why i must knw something about you from different media..why its not from you?

YES ,, i knw.. i told you not to be in my life any more...but not till tis level...

when u lost some1 in ur life which mean a big lost in your life..that's a BIG news which i should knw... i just get knw about it after few months??? WTF....

i dont knw how the hell to contact you..but i knw u are following my life... u were updated wit watever that happen in my life.. iknw that.. but..i'm not... i just lost u like that.. just like that...

I knw things happen...what happen is happen... yet things are for forgive & forgot.. I might not forget u..yet i forgive for all that happens... I DO... I REALLY DO .... I FORGIVE WATEVER THAT broke us apart....

*hate u for wat u doing now as u are so selfish, thinking that wat ever u doing currently is the best for US... which is not... I'm in US... as me 1st... as decision should be done by both..not one person...