Grumpy

i just fell that I'm so so so grumpy now days esp towards my friends... haiz .... i wonder why..
Is it a symptoms showing that I'm getting older, turning to a grumpy old lady...I DON'T WANT TO BE SUCH PERSON.

I really need to learn not to be grumpy....

Someone Like You lyrics

I heard, that your settled down.
That you, found a girl and your married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you.


Old friend, why are you so shy?
It ain't like you to hold back or hide from the lie.


I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over.


Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.


You'd know, how the time flies.
Only yesterday, was the time of our lives.
We were born and raised in a summery haze.
Bound by the surprise of our glory days.


I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,


But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over yet.


Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead", yay.

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.
Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.


I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"


Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yay yeh yeah

A lesson for today - Let Go of the Past.

It's hard, easy to say , very hard to practice. But once we successfully do this, we are a step forward in out life.

So TODAY, together we let go the past... Forgive all the past events that hurt us. To forgive someone, we should have a great heart and I know we all have a corner of soft kind heart some hiding.

TODAY, I'm gonna write and draw in a piece of paper about my feelings on my past. Then tie the paper on a balloon and let it go...

Wanna join me?

Daily Manta - intersting

I believe today is my lucky day

I am grateful for every opportunity life has given me to learn and develop

I am an honest and sincere person

I have a healthy body, which I will take care of

I am compassionate towards others

I appreciate constructive criticism to help me learn and develop my skills

I am full of love

I am kind and generous

I am dependable and every ready to help others

I have faith in myself

I have faith in others

I choose to follow

• What you sow, you reap. What you give, you get
• God is not so far away. He is not in the heavens above, nor in hell below. He is always near you.
• "Give [Charity] with faith and magnanimity [liberally]; give with modesty, sympathy and respectfully

Saying GoodBye.....

Is it so hard for us to say Goodbye..? Is goodbye a good thing or otherwise... Well now days saying goodbye is nothing new for me. Sometimes we are forced to say it for the best, sometimes it's for the others.. no matter what and why ..saying goodbye to the love ones hurts at a point.

It's not our choice at times to say good bye..it's the situation....any how life goes on.We don't stop there..Its a memory ..its a lesson to bring us further ....

!n a SeArCh

I'm in a search...yet i have no idea what I'm searching for....clueless....

Searching... Searching

yet I don't found it..

Of Course

Since i don't know What I'm searching for...

Wht is it...

What am i looking for...

What my heart is looking fOr...

Clueless.... blur...

Feel want to Cry?

yet no tears...no wet...

Laugh...why?

nothing to laugh for .....

Am I finding for myself...

or LovE

or Care...

or what is meaning of this life....

search still continues...

Lonely without U, my friend... come back...

In my book of memories,

I have tonne's of sweet lovely memories about u,

esp on all the lovely things u said to me,

now the memories stops.

Today i flip the pages,

saw the lovely memories,

the positive words you gave me,

and the bad words as well.

Now as I go along the lovely life,

With or without you,

Your words and memories will be with me,

Forever and ever.

A message for a freind who LOST!

For a frend that LOST,

This comes frm my heart...... after reading something that really disturb me a lot .....

why i must knw something about you from different media..why its not from you?

YES ,, i knw.. i told you not to be in my life any more...but not till tis level...

when u lost some1 in ur life which mean a big lost in your life..that's a BIG news which i should knw... i just get knw about it after few months??? WTF....

i dont knw how the hell to contact you..but i knw u are following my life... u were updated wit watever that happen in my life.. iknw that.. but..i'm not... i just lost u like that.. just like that...

I knw things happen...what happen is happen... yet things are for forgive & forgot.. I might not forget u..yet i forgive for all that happens... I DO... I REALLY DO .... I FORGIVE WATEVER THAT broke us apart....

*hate u for wat u doing now as u are so selfish, thinking that wat ever u doing currently is the best for US... which is not... I'm in US... as me 1st... as decision should be done by both..not one person...

Age and Relationship

Well this topic been a talk in my life currently.. no no i'm not in a relationship or wat, but people around me... Arguments by arguments...debate by debate... does age really matters in a relationship?

It been accepted that it's okie if a male is older person in a relationship.. vice versa? how about it? If the male is much more older than his lady? Wrong too? Why do age really matters?

Any logic explanation in this? I don't think so there's any wrong in here. It just the way u look at a relationship, the way u handle ur matters and the most important part love & understand each other.

Some told me difference in age will effect your personal goal, you might not enjoy the same interest such as music,books,movies. Some of your friends will be in a different age gap as well. You unable to hang around to do something that you enjoy with his/her friends.

Well no matter wat, for me ..no matter how you try to justify this people won't understand. No use defending your relationship. If you are strong with your relationship then carry on with it. :D

*cheers*

*kavy*

Durian Durian

Burp... hahaha just came back from a durian treat at SS2... yum yum ... All you can eat for RM10.. note not all the durians is for 10bucks...

Sweet, nice

Well this shop they even have website.. http://www.durianss2.com/

As a malaysian sure everyone knows what is durian.. altho not everyone loves durian yet durian is one of the famous, favorite fruits in Malaysia. Know as King of Fruits, Durian comes in a season. Usually it will be on Jun and December.... yum yum

U love DURIANs??? then go grab some now! ;)

21 days past....

It been 21days since New Year.. things change a lot..i could say.. less time on Internet for sure. Well of course a part of me feel so guilty for not updating my blog and the other part of me need some rest.

So updates for this 21 days..

Work was as usual, new group to handle. 34 of young,fun, jolly people. I'm having fun at work now days. That how it should be anyway. Well work is still work rite.. there some "High" days with some pressure as well.

I started to read my novels again,thus no time to surf on net. Yeahh....

Feel so good to start reading back.. will update bout the books later.

The best part there was a small reunion meet on New year. I met my frieds after 10 years.. wow.. it was great.. we spend 3 days like mad.. wish could see all my x-5P mates in future.

Looking forward for the rest of the days this month. Hope it will be full with travels, meet-ups and fun. :)

Something on my Mind..

peOple in mY LiFe

i'm 27 this year..well sure i met lot's lot's of people in my life... people comes & goes.... some left good, sweet memories...some don't... some gave me lesson in ma life...make me grw up..make me think, taught me what life is....

Friends.... play a BIG role in my life.. Some gud..some not... well no matter wat.. i have learn a lot... i learn bout trust... DO you truSt ur friends? well if there's no TRUST... no point having a friendship with that person rite... it's all bout trust... when i waz 18.. well just finnish SPM, out from school, out frm my hometown.. i learn lot bout friendship & trust.. gosh! those days..years... full wit fun and of course bad also..hahahaha.. i lost some friends too ..good frends... & also some asshole's called themselves friends... dam...

ermm been staying alone..out frm my family for 10years now.... wow...lot's lot's of hsemates i live wit...1st year waz my collage days..of course it waz a hostel life... i studied in MARA..well of course all malay... well i manage my life & wit nice good friends as well.. then work life... live with chinese, malay & indians... all place...s'pore,jb,penang, kl... all ups & downs in my life i share with them... part of my family i could say... of course we fight, we hug, we go out together, cry and so on...

currently i'm living wit lovely 3 indian gals.. living with them taught me alot too.... we do fight tho.. hahahaha.... thinking bout it now, make me laugh.... we go holidays together, celebrate bdays, celebrate xmas & diwali too.. lot's of fun... this will be sweet memories for me for ever... i knw we will be appart one day... we will choose our own life & way.. but i hope our friendship will be continue..will be forever.....

any how for those who was & still my friends....i own a big THANK YOU.. for teaching me what is life.. muaxxx...

mY 2009

okie.. i'm BACK... wow been months since i blog.. Dam..waz so busy in my life... well thing waz pretty good in 2009.. :)



FlAsh BacK TIme......



Things i did in 2009!



January

• new position in GE.. change to a new department..


• life waz slow @ the moment..

February

• meet new people in my life. new friends


• party..partyy..party


• work waz terible... holidayz waz canx..work..work..work

March

• new camera..yeahhh


• dam..i waz sick


• cut off some asshole's in my life..yeah @ last i mange to do it... hard to cut off some ppl u c...

June

• new laptop..wow!

July

• holiday in Sabah


• suspected for H1N1...dam

August

• 1 day trip to Melaka...great trip


• Hard Rock Party.. lasst paRty wit GE Money...

September

• holiday wit my homie @ PD..great....
• lonely lonely lonely moment in life....
• oh yeah i cut my hair...short..short..short....

October

• new car...gosh...@ last....

November

• new job, new department...great people around me


• oh yeah new "fella" in my family list... puppy...muaxxx
  

2010..here u come..there i wait..... muaxxxx

I wish i could write.....

lot's of thing in my mind now...there's lot's of stuff i wanna write down here...but i'm stuck...really stuck & i dunno why... wat went wrong.... i don't knw... grrr wish some1 or something can help me..... hmmm do i need help? nahhhh

coffee TIME....

wanna have some coffee??

coffee with KAvy!!

Happy BirthdaY!!!

to Mun Wai ...HAppy Birthday dear... i knw u been waiting for my call hehehehe ... don't wry thr is a BIG surprise waiting 4 u.....

Beyonce - If I Were A Boy Lyrics

It been so long since i update my blog.. well guess i'm so lazy or i don't have anything to write about.. there's lot's of stuff stuck in my head... thats why this blog was created, so that i can express wat ever that stuck in my head... sometimes i unable to describe it in word...so i use picuters, song lyric and even poems... each post in this blog describe me @ the momment..

pass few weeks there's lots of stuff happen in my life, things that make me confused, depress and even some make me laugh.. that wat life is rite...full of dramas...

this is something i want to share with all..... no no not love failure!!! just a song i love

Beyonce - If I Were A Boy

If I were a boy, even just for a day

I'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys, and chase after girls

I'd kick it with who I wanted and I'd never get confronted for it

Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy I think

I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I'd be a better man I'd listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he's taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy,

I would turn off my phone

Tell everyone it's broken so they think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first and make the rules as I go

Cause I know that she'd be faithful, waiting for me to come home

To come home

If I were a boy

I think I could understand, oh-oh-oohh-oh

How it feels to love a girl I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he's taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed I

t's a little too late for you to come back

Say it's just a mistake, think I'd forgive you like that

If you thought I would wait for you

You got it wrong

But you're just a boy

And you don't understand (yea, you don't understand, oh!)

How it feels to love a girl someday

You wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her

You don't care how it hurts

Until you lose the one you wanted

Because you've taken her for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy

*cheers*

*kavy*

I AM THANKFUL - forward email

I AM THANKFUL:

• FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S EGGS N BACON TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE.


• FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO,BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS.


• FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS.
  
• FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED


• FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.


• FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.


• FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE


• FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME


• FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH.


• FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING AND I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION


• FOR MY HUGE ELECTRICITY BILL BECAUSE IT MEANS I CAN AFFORD ELECTRICAL APPLIANCES.


• FOR THE PILE OF LAUNDRY AND IRONING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR.


• FOR WEARINESS AND ACHING MUSCLES AT THE END OF THE DAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN CAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.


• FOR THE ALARM THAT GOES OFF IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM ALIVE.


• AND FINALLY, FOR TOO MUCH E-MAIL BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE FRIENDS WHO ARE THINKING OF ME.
  



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  FOR BEING THERE WHEN I'M DOWN
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