Grumpy

i just fell that I'm so so so grumpy now days esp towards my friends... haiz .... i wonder why..
Is it a symptoms showing that I'm getting older, turning to a grumpy old lady...I DON'T WANT TO BE SUCH PERSON.

I really need to learn not to be grumpy....

A lesson for today - Let Go of the Past.

It's hard, easy to say , very hard to practice. But once we successfully do this, we are a step forward in out life.

So TODAY, together we let go the past... Forgive all the past events that hurt us. To forgive someone, we should have a great heart and I know we all have a corner of soft kind heart some hiding.

TODAY, I'm gonna write and draw in a piece of paper about my feelings on my past. Then tie the paper on a balloon and let it go...

Wanna join me?

!n a SeArCh

I'm in a search...yet i have no idea what I'm searching for....clueless....

Searching... Searching

yet I don't found it..

Of Course

Since i don't know What I'm searching for...

Wht is it...

What am i looking for...

What my heart is looking fOr...

Clueless.... blur...

Feel want to Cry?

yet no tears...no wet...

Laugh...why?

nothing to laugh for .....

Am I finding for myself...

or LovE

or Care...

or what is meaning of this life....

search still continues...

I wish i could write.....

lot's of thing in my mind now...there's lot's of stuff i wanna write down here...but i'm stuck...really stuck & i dunno why... wat went wrong.... i don't knw... grrr wish some1 or something can help me..... hmmm do i need help? nahhhh

Blooming..... :)

feeling blue.....