T.R.U.S.T

how u trust a person?

peOple in mY LiFe

i'm 27 this year..well sure i met lot's lot's of people in my life... people comes & goes.... some left good, sweet memories...some don't... some gave me lesson in ma life...make me grw up..make me think, taught me what life is....

Friends.... play a BIG role in my life.. Some gud..some not... well no matter wat.. i have learn a lot... i learn bout trust... DO you truSt ur friends? well if there's no TRUST... no point having a friendship with that person rite... it's all bout trust... when i waz 18.. well just finnish SPM, out from school, out frm my hometown.. i learn lot bout friendship & trust.. gosh! those days..years... full wit fun and of course bad also..hahahaha.. i lost some friends too ..good frends... & also some asshole's called themselves friends... dam...

ermm been staying alone..out frm my family for 10years now.... wow...lot's lot's of hsemates i live wit...1st year waz my collage days..of course it waz a hostel life... i studied in MARA..well of course all malay... well i manage my life & wit nice good friends as well.. then work life... live with chinese, malay & indians... all place...s'pore,jb,penang, kl... all ups & downs in my life i share with them... part of my family i could say... of course we fight, we hug, we go out together, cry and so on...

currently i'm living wit lovely 3 indian gals.. living with them taught me alot too.... we do fight tho.. hahahaha.... thinking bout it now, make me laugh.... we go holidays together, celebrate bdays, celebrate xmas & diwali too.. lot's of fun... this will be sweet memories for me for ever... i knw we will be appart one day... we will choose our own life & way.. but i hope our friendship will be continue..will be forever.....

any how for those who was & still my friends....i own a big THANK YOU.. for teaching me what is life.. muaxxx...

mY 2009

okie.. i'm BACK... wow been months since i blog.. Dam..waz so busy in my life... well thing waz pretty good in 2009.. :)



FlAsh BacK TIme......



Things i did in 2009!



January

• new position in GE.. change to a new department..


• life waz slow @ the moment..

February

• meet new people in my life. new friends


• party..partyy..party


• work waz terible... holidayz waz canx..work..work..work

March

• new camera..yeahhh


• dam..i waz sick


• cut off some asshole's in my life..yeah @ last i mange to do it... hard to cut off some ppl u c...

June

• new laptop..wow!

July

• holiday in Sabah


• suspected for H1N1...dam

August

• 1 day trip to Melaka...great trip


• Hard Rock Party.. lasst paRty wit GE Money...

September

• holiday wit my homie @ PD..great....
• lonely lonely lonely moment in life....
• oh yeah i cut my hair...short..short..short....

October

• new car...gosh...@ last....

November

• new job, new department...great people around me


• oh yeah new "fella" in my family list... puppy...muaxxx
  

2010..here u come..there i wait..... muaxxxx

I wish i could write.....

lot's of thing in my mind now...there's lot's of stuff i wanna write down here...but i'm stuck...really stuck & i dunno why... wat went wrong.... i don't knw... grrr wish some1 or something can help me..... hmmm do i need help? nahhhh

Marlargela - love birds

* this is one of my fav song frm Hariharan & A.R.Rahman*

*hope all njy it*

Malargalae Malargalae Idhu Enne Kanava

Malaigalae Malaigale Idhu Enne Ninaivaa

Urugiyadhae Enadhullam

Perugiyadhae Vizhivellam

Vinnodu Nee Dhan

Mannodhu Nee Dhan

Kannodu Nee Dhan

Vaa..Aaa..Aaa

Malargalae

Megam Thirandhu Vandu

Mannil Irangi Vandhu

Marbil Olindhu Kolla Vaa Vaa

Megam Thirandhu Vandu

Mannil Irangi Vandhu

Marbil Olindhu Kolla Vaa Vaa

En Koondhal Devan Thoongum Palli Araiya Araiya?

Malar Soodum Vayadhil Ennai Marandhu Povadhu Dhan Muraiya??

Ninaikkadha Neramillai Kaadhal Radhiye Radhiye
Un Peyarai Sonnaal Podhu Nindru Vazhi Vidum Kaadhal Nadhiye

En Swaasam Un Moochil

Un Varthai En Pechil

Aindhaaru Nootrandu Vazhvom En Vazhve Vaa
Malargalae Malargalae

Poovil Naavirindhaal

Kaatrum Vai Thirandhaal

Kaadhal Kaadhal Endru Pesum

Vazhve Or Vazharpirai Dhanae Vanne Nilavae Nilavae

Vaanodu Neelam Pole Uraindhu Ponadhu Dhan Uravae

Urangaadha Neram Kooda Kannil Undhan Kanavae

Udalodu Uyirai Pole Uraindhu Ponadhu Dhaan Uravae

Marakkadhu Un Raagam

Marikkadhu En Dhaagam

Unakkaga Uyir Vazhven

Vaa En Vazhve Vaa

Malargalae....

TGI - AKI'S BDAY DINNER

Aki - the bday girl

magen & the bday gaL

coffee TIME....

wanna have some coffee??

coffee with KAvy!!

Happy BirthdaY!!!

to Mun Wai ...HAppy Birthday dear... i knw u been waiting for my call hehehehe ... don't wry thr is a BIG surprise waiting 4 u.....

Bon jovi - IT's My LiFe!!!

This ain't a song for the broken-hearted

No silent prayer for the faith-departed

I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd

You're gonna hear my voice

When I shout it out loud

Chorus:

It's my life

It's now or never

I ain't gonna live forever

I just want to live while I'm alive (it's my life)

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frankie said

I did it my way

I just wanna live while I'm alive

It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground

For Tommy and Gina who never backed down

Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake

Luck ain't even lucky

Got to make your own breaks

Chorus:

It's my life

It's now or never

I ain't gonna live forever

I just want to live while

I'm alive (it's my life)

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frankie said

I did it my way

I just wanna live while I'm alive

It's my life

Better stand tall when calling you out

Don't bend, don't break, baby don't back down

Chorus:

It's my life

And it's now or never'

Cause I ain't gonna live forever

I just want to live while I'm alive (it's my life)

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frankie saidI did it my way

I just want to live while I'm alive

It's my life!

Chorus:

It's my life

And it's now or never'Cause I ain't gonna live forever

I just want to live while I'm alive (it's my life)

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frankie saidI did it my way

I just want to live while I'm alive'

Cause it's my life!

Beyonce - If I Were A Boy Lyrics

It been so long since i update my blog.. well guess i'm so lazy or i don't have anything to write about.. there's lot's of stuff stuck in my head... thats why this blog was created, so that i can express wat ever that stuck in my head... sometimes i unable to describe it in word...so i use picuters, song lyric and even poems... each post in this blog describe me @ the momment..

pass few weeks there's lots of stuff happen in my life, things that make me confused, depress and even some make me laugh.. that wat life is rite...full of dramas...

this is something i want to share with all..... no no not love failure!!! just a song i love

Beyonce - If I Were A Boy

If I were a boy, even just for a day

I'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys, and chase after girls

I'd kick it with who I wanted and I'd never get confronted for it

Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy I think

I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I'd be a better man I'd listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he's taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy,

I would turn off my phone

Tell everyone it's broken so they think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first and make the rules as I go

Cause I know that she'd be faithful, waiting for me to come home

To come home

If I were a boy

I think I could understand, oh-oh-oohh-oh

How it feels to love a girl I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he's taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed I

t's a little too late for you to come back

Say it's just a mistake, think I'd forgive you like that

If you thought I would wait for you

You got it wrong

But you're just a boy

And you don't understand (yea, you don't understand, oh!)

How it feels to love a girl someday

You wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her

You don't care how it hurts

Until you lose the one you wanted

Because you've taken her for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy

*cheers*

*kavy*

Christina Aguilera - Hurt Lyrics

Seems like it was yesterday
When I saw your face
You told me how proud you were,
But I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh



I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there


Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you


Some days I feel broke inside
But I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide'
Cause it's you I miss

And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?


There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back


Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh


If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time


I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself..
By hurting you

I AM THANKFUL - forward email

I AM THANKFUL:

• FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S EGGS N BACON TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE.


• FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO,BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS.


• FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS.
  
• FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED


• FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.


• FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.


• FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE


• FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME


• FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH.


• FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING AND I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION


• FOR MY HUGE ELECTRICITY BILL BECAUSE IT MEANS I CAN AFFORD ELECTRICAL APPLIANCES.


• FOR THE PILE OF LAUNDRY AND IRONING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR.


• FOR WEARINESS AND ACHING MUSCLES AT THE END OF THE DAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN CAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.


• FOR THE ALARM THAT GOES OFF IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM ALIVE.


• AND FINALLY, FOR TOO MUCH E-MAIL BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE FRIENDS WHO ARE THINKING OF ME.
  



• *** to all my blog reader...who reads and gv comments..... luv u all
• a Special thank to this email sender my hsemate Sham .....
• FOR BEING A WONDERFUL FRIEND/HSEMATE
  FOR BEING THERE WHEN I'M DOWN
  FOR LAYAN ALL MY PERANGAI ...HEHEHEHE
  FOR SENDING ME ALL THIS EMAIL
  FOR TEMAN ME PI TEMPLE LAR, GENTING LA, MID-VALEY
  FOR GIVING A TRUTHFUL OPINION IN ALL

Regret!

Regret...

have you been regret before? Regret of what u did? Regret y u still alive? Regret.... i hate it when people regret for what they did... but we are human... people do mistake, they regret, they seek for forgiveness, we "have" to forgive them? well I do mistakes too & i regret few stuff that i did in past.. well the lesson that i learn from my mistakes that make me be where i am now.

Definition of Regret ..... dislike for personal past acts and behaviors (Wikipedia).

So why people often regret they past act or behaviors? aren't we think before we act? Aren't we homo sapiens who always use our brain..? then why must we regret after "it" happens?

I have hurt many people

In this lifetime of mine.

But at what point was it

That I began to care?

And I never cared.

I did it with such ease.

I filled him will all of my lies

And deceit.

And as I sit here

It becomes very clear....

The one thing I dread

The one thing I fear

REGRET!!!!

I regret breaking your heart

I regret the day we grew apart

I regret lying to you

I regret that you ever knew

I regret the tears in your eyes

But mostly

I regret saying good-bye

p/s: thanks for the poem's author.. which i dunno who :)

So, can we live without regretting bout anything? Here's some tips.....

• Firstly.... We must learn to acknolwelge our own mistake. From here starts the 1st step to moving past regrets and moving toward a brighter future. Believe me this 1st step would be a big relief.




• Second.... Forgive yourself... quite hard but try.. always remember nobody is perfect, people do mistake and learn from there. Then try to apologise from the person that you hurt. Past is past.. Happen is happen ... let it go.. brummmmmmm(let it go)




• Have you regret not doing s'thing that you should long time ago?? Well it's never too late for anything.. You still can learn swimming @ 50... You still can do your Degree @ 60.... well what you waiting for? Stop regretting and start your engine & do what you want to do...




• Be grateful to god! Ellam puggallum eraivanekeh! (A.R. Rahman said this always even in Oscars)
• now is the time to list out my regret list......

6 simple ways to reduce stress.......

1. Try yoga, tai chi, meditation, or chi-gong. Or just go for a walk.





2. Write in a journal, strum a guitar, draw, paint, or do your favorite craft.









3. Spend time with good friends, or give your pets extra love and attention.







4. Join a group or club. It will expand your social circle, boost your emotional health, and help you stay informed and connected.








5. Listen to relaxation tapes or soothing music.






6. Watch a funny movie, or engage in any activity that inspires a good belly laugh. Laughter is good medicine!
   
   

Vizhi Moodi Song Lyrics - Ayan

Vizhi moodi josithaal anghaeyum vanthaai munnae munnae..

Thaniyaagha pesidum santhosam thanthaai pennae pennae!

Adi ithu pol mazhai kaalam en vaazhvil varuma?

Mazhai kiliyae..mazhai kiliyae..

un kannai kandaene

Vizhi valiyae..Vizhi valiyae..

naan ennai kandaene

Senthaenae…

Vizhi moodi josithaal anghaeyum vanthaai munnae munnae..

Thaniyaagha pesidum santhosam thanthaai pennae pennae!

Adi ithu pol mazhai kaalam en vaazhvil varuma?

Mazhai kiliyae..mazhai kiliyae..

un kannai kandaene

Vizhi valiyae..Vizhi valiyae..

naan ennai kandaene

Senthaenae…

Kadalaai pesidum vaarthaigal yaavum thuliyai thuliyai kuraiyum

Mounam pesidum paasaigal mattum purinthudumae

Thaanai enthan kaalgal irendum unthan thisaiyil nadakkum

Thuram neram kaalam ellam suringidumae

Intha kaadhal vanthu vittal, nam dhegam mithanthidumae

Vinnodum mugiloodum villaiyaadi thirinthudumae

Vizhi moodi josithaal anghaeyum vanthaai munnae munnae..

Thaniyaagha pesidum santhosam thanthaai pennae pennae!

Adi ithu pol mazhai kaalam en vaazhvil varuma?

Mazhai kiliyae..mazhai kiliyae..

un kannai kandaene

Vizhi valiyae..Vizhi valiyae..naan ennai kandaene

Mazhai kiliyae..mazhai kiliyae..un kannai kandaene

Vizhi valiyae..Vizhi valiyae..naan ennai kandaene

Senthaenae…

Aasai ennum thundil multhaan meenai nenjai ilukkum

Maddi konda pin marupadi maddida manam thudikkum

Suttrum bhoomi ennai vittu thaniyai sutri parakkum

Nindral nadanthaal nenjil yetho pudhu mayakkam

Idhu maaya valai allava.. pudhu ona nilai allava..

Udai maarum..

Nadai maarum.. oru paaram ennai pidikkum

Vizhi moodi josithaal anghaeyum vanthaai munnae munnae..

Thaniyaagha pesidum santhosam thanthaai pennae pennae!

Adi ithu pol mazhai kaalam en vaazhvil varuma?

Fast & Furious 4

Yes.. i watch this movie twice in GSC:)

Y?

well i have few reason for this...

1. Vin Diesel - act as Dominic Toretto made his appearance in the first The Fast and Furious and also the third The Fast and the Furious: Tokyo Drift.








2. Action - this time FF less women, less music(song) and more action.. racing in the tunnel interesting.... start wit action end wit action...

Well i don't knw why this movie get bad review from The Star (10/04/09) and frm few other international people but my rating for this movie 8 out of 10....

p/s : if you plan to watch this movie, pls don't read any review... GO WATCH THE MOVIE 1ST

Happy Tamil New Year

Cittiraiye varuge,

Cittamellam taruga,

Virotih puttamdeh varuge,

Vintaiyellam taruga,

KAnnadiyil mugam paarthu,

Haisvaranggal tehdivara

Varuga...Varuga Cittiraiye varuga

Cittiraiputtandu Valthukal

*cheers*

*kavy*

my dear friend......

to all my dearest friend... esp veni... this comes after i read ur ideal friend post in ur blog ...so touching..& i understand that well...

*cheers*

*kavy*

AYAN - SURYA & TAMANA

WAITING!

Uyirum neeye - Pavithra

*sweet touching song 4 all*

Uyirum neeye udalum neeye uravum neeye thaaye (2)
Un udalil sumandhu uyirai pagirndhu
uruvam tharuvaai neeye (2)
Un kaNNil vazhiyum oru thuLi podhum
Kadalum urugum thaaye
Un kaaladi mattum tharuvai thaaye
Sorgam enbadhum poyye

PeNNai padaithaan maNNai padaitthaan
katrum oliyum mazhaiyum padaitthaan (2)
Boomikku adhanaal nimmadhi illai (2)
Sami thavitthan thaayai padaitthan

Uyirum neeye...

Blooming..... :)

Earth Hour - 8:30PM Saturday 28 March 2009

In 2009, at 8.30pm on March 28, people around the world will turn their lights off for one hour – Earth Hour. Earth Hour 2009 is a global call to action to every individual, every business and every community. A call to stand up, to take responsibility and to get involved in working towards a sustainable future.People across the world will turn off their lights and join together in creating the vital conversation about the future of our precious planet

Earth Hour in Malaysia is planned and run by WWF-Malaysia . Participate in Earth Hour on the 28th of March 2009 by turning off your lights for one hour from 8.30pm-9.30pm.

I have sign-up today...It's your turn now.....

Sign up now ...... http://www.earthhour.org/signup/my:en

I WANT TO LEARN .....

GUITAR!!!

SAY NO TO PLASTIC BAG

Celine Dion - Because You Loved Me lyrics

*for my mom & all the mothers in this world*
*THANK YOU*

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

LOVE U AMA!! MUAKSSSS

My January

January 2009... updates...

• Week 1
  - a fresh start for the year 2009. Started a new position in my company. was a great start for me.
  
• Week 2

- nothing much happen. a bit upset with something else end up in a small "misunderstanding" with my housemate. :( a bad weekend

• Week 3

- WORST! ... Rec a call from dad... mom diagnosed for Chickugunya...uh....!!! Rush back home..was on EL the whole week..tacking care my mom & replacing her at home...gosh! i can't replace her... can't even stand for a week , wonder how mom doing this for her whole life... A SALUTE FOR ALL THE MOM IN THIS WORLD...U R THE BEST!..anyway mom is fine now..discharge from hosp last Saturday.. When i was in the hosp i realised case of dengue & Chickugunya is high in Manjung area, everyday there about 3-5 new cases been admitted.

• Week 4

- back to office. so quite...all in CNY mood.... and oh before i forget...... GONG XI FA CHAI

HOW BOUT URS?? SHARE WITH ME.... :)

Depression ?

R U under depression? Here some tips ....

1. Get some support frm your love one (try not to be alone)

• Talk to one person about your feelings
• Ask a loved one to check in with you regularly, you won't be lonely & you will feel there someone there who still love you & cares.
• Call or email an old friend.

2. Do things you enjoy

• Listen to music, sing along..


• Play with a pet, time to get a pet. you won't be lonely


• Read a good book, some thing that motivate you about life
  
• List what you like about yourself, and start doing it.
  

3. Maintain healthy lifestyle habits

• Get on a better sleep schedule ( 8 hours)


• Practice relaxation techniques, learn yoga, breathing tecnique & meditation

4. Exercise as an Antidepressant

5. Eat Healty

• Make sure you get your breakfast & don't neglet your meals


• take a B-complex vitamin supplement or eat more citrus fruit, leafy greens, beans, chicken, and eggs.


• Slow down and pay attention to the full experience of eating

6. Avoid negative thinking

• write down something positive, everyday before you start your day

Forward email- Why am I a Hindu?

Four years ago, I was flying from JFK NY Airport to SFO to attend a meeting at Monterey , CA An American girl was sitting on the right side, near window seat. It indeed was a long journey - it would take nearly seven hours.
I was surprised to see the young girl reading a Bible unusual of young Americans. After some time she smiled and we had few acquaintances talk.I told her that I am from India

Then suddenly the girl asked: 'What's your faith?' 'What?' I didn't understand the question..
'I mean, what's your religion? Are you a Christian? Or a Muslim?'
'No!' I replied, 'I am neither Christian nor Muslim'.

Apparently she appeared shocked to listen to that. 'Then who are you?' 'I am a Hindu', I said.
She looked at me as if she was seeing a caged animal. She could not understand what I was talking about.
A common man in Europe or US knows about Christianity and Islam, as they are the leading religions of the world today. But a Hindu, what?
I explained to her - I am born to a Hindu father and Hindu mother. Therefore, I am a Hindu by birth.
'Who is your prophet?' she asked.
'We don't have a prophet,' I replied.
'What's your Holy Book?'
'We don't have a single Holy Book, but we have hundreds and thousands of philosophical and sacred scriptures,' I replied.
'Oh, come on at least tell me who is your God?'
'What do you mean by that?'
'Like we have Jesus and Muslims have Allah - don't you have a God?'
I thought for a moment. Muslims and Christians believe one God (Male God) who created the world and takes an interest in the humans who inhabit it. Her mind is conditioned with that kind of belief.

According to her (or anybody who doesn't know about Hinduism), a religion needs to have one Prophet, one Holy book and one God. The mind is so conditioned and rigidly narrowed down to such a notion that anything else is not acceptable. I understood her perception and concept about faith. You can't compare Hinduism with any of the present leading religions where you have to believe in one concept of god.

I tried to explain to her: 'You can believe in one god and he can be a Hindu.. You may believe in multiple deities and still you can be a Hindu. What's more - you may not believe in god at all, still you can be a Hindu. An atheist can also be a Hindu.'
This sounded very crazy to her. She couldn't imagine a religion so unorganized, still surviving for thousands of years, even after onslaught from foreign forces.
'I don't understand but it seems very interesting. Are you religious?' What can I tell to this American girl?
I said: 'I do not go to temple regularly. I do not make any regular rituals I have learned some of the rituals in my younger days. I still enjoy doing it sometimes..'
'Enjoy? Are you not afraid of God?'
'God is a friend. No- I am not afraid of God. Nobody has made any compulsions on me to perform these rituals regularly.'

She thought for a while and then asked: 'Have you ever thought of converting to any other religion?'
'Why should I? Even if I challenge some of the rituals and faith in Hinduism, nobody can convert me from Hinduism. Because, being a Hindu allows me to think independently and objectively, without conditioning. I remain as a Hindu never by force, but choice.' I told her that Hinduism is not a religion, but a set of beliefs and practices. It is not a religion like Christianity or Islam because it is not founded by any one person or does not have an organized controlling body like the Church or the Order, I added. There is no institution or authority..

'So, you don't believe in God?' she wanted everything in black and white.
'I didn't say that. I do not discard the divine reality. Our scripture, or Sruthis or Smrithis - Vedas and Upanishads or the Gita - say God might be there or he might not be there. But we pray to that supreme abstract authority (Para Brahma) that is the creator of this universe.'

'Why can't you believe in one personal God?'
'We have a concept - abstract - not a personal god. The concept or notion of a personal God, hiding behind the clouds of secrecy, telling us irrational stories through few men whom he sends as messengers, demanding us to worship him or punish us, does not make sense. I don't think that God is as silly as an autocratic emperor who wants others to respect him or fear him.' I told her that such notions are just fancies of less educated human imagination and fallacies, adding that generally ethnic religious practitioners in Hinduism believe in personal gods. The entry level Hinduism has over-whelming superstitions too. The philosophical side of Hinduism negates all superstitions..

'Good that you agree God might exist. You told that you pray. What is your prayer then?'
'Loka Samastha Sukino Bhavantu. Om Shanti, Shanti, Shanti,'
'Funny,' she laughed, 'What does it mean?'
'May all the beings in all the worlds be happy. Om Peace, Peace, Peace.'
'Hmm ..very interesting.. I want to learn more about this religion. It is so democratic, broad-minded and free' she exclaimed.

'The fact is Hinduism is a religion of the individual, for the individual and by the individual with its roots in the Vedas and the Bhagavad-Gita. It is all about an individual approaching a personal God in an individual way according to his temperament and inner evolution - it is as simple as that.'

'How does anybody convert to Hinduism?'

'Nobody can convert you to Hinduism, because it is not a religion, but a set of beliefs and practices. Everything is acceptable in Hinduism because there is no single authority or organization either to accept it or to reject it or to oppose it on behalf of Hinduism.'

I told her - if you look for meaning in life, don't look for it in religions; don't go from one cult to another or from one guru to the next..
For a real seeker, I told her, the Bible itself gives guidelines when it says ' Kingdom of God is within you.' I reminded her of Christ's teaching about the love that we have for each other. That is where you can find the meaning of life.

Loving each and every creation of the God is absolute and real. 'Isavasyam idam sarvam' Isam (the God) is present (inhabits) here everywhere - nothing exists separate from the God, because God is present everywhere. Respect every living being and non-living things as God. That's what Hinduism teaches you.

Hinduism is referred to as Sanathana Dharma, the eternal faith. It is based on the practice of Dharma, the code of life. The most important aspect of Hinduism is being truthful to oneself. Hinduism has no monopoly on ideas.- It is open to all. Hindus believe in one God (not a personal one) expressed in different forms. For them, God is timeless and formless entity.

Ancestors of today's Hindus believe in eternal truths and cosmic laws and these truths are opened to anyone who seeks them. But there is a section of Hindus who are either superstitious or turned fanatic to make this an organized religion like others. The British coin the word 'Hindu' and considered it as a religion.

I said: 'Religions have become an MLM (multi-level- marketing) industry that has been trying to expand the market share by conversion. The biggest business in today's world is Spirituality. Hinduism is no exception'

I am a Hindu primarily because it professes Non-violence - 'Ahimsa Paramo Dharma' - Non violence is the highest duty. I am a Hindu because it doesn't conditions my mind with any faith system. A man/ woman who change 's his/her birth religion to another religion is a fake and does not value his/her morals, culture and values in life. Hinduism was the first religion originated. Be proud of your religion and be proud of who you are.
Om Namo shivaâ

heart - break

can't even trust a frend nowdays? Y?

happy weekends everyone.... muaks!

from a Friend

You’re the reason why I cry

The way I'm feeling

It's quite hard to describe

I feel so alone and lost

In this unbearable life

Too many twisted emotions

My stomach all tied in knots

Wish there was something I could do

To completely erase all these thoughts

How long must I feel this pain

I've cryed so many tears

I can't stand looking in your eyes

Only to see all of my fears

How can you believe the smile on my face

When you can clearly see the pain in my eyes

Take a step back and look deeper

You're the reason why I cry